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by the madlys

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1.
fire 03:43
Fire, The flames jump high, Nobody will say why it started. And I’m standing close by With cinders in my eyes, Still laughing. You should have put it out by now. You pour on water but you don’t know how To put it out. Fire, The flames get wild And everyone’s a child: They’re frightened. And I’m standing close by So smoke gets in my eyes: I like it. You should have put it out by now. You pour on water but you don’t know how To put it out. Fire Copyright (c) steven harris 2010/2015
2.
Fate, Do not tempt me, I would rather go blind Than to waste my time Looking for things I cannot find. Time teaches slowly And there’s a lot to learn, But I've hit the ground And I'm starting to run. I'm running from the shadows Chasing the sun. Faith in tomorrow is a job for today; Happiness is mine But I'm sure that I will cry again. Tears teach me quickly And that is why I smile When I hit the ground: I'm a man, I'm a child. I'm running from the shadows Chasing the sun. I'm chasing the sun I'd like to hold it in my hands. I'm chasing the sun, Can it tell me things I want to understand? I'm chasing the sun. Copyright (c) steven harris 1997/2015
3.
keyhole kate 02:49
There’s a girl in my town with a curious trait, I caught her hanging around outside my place the other night. She only had two words to say before she ran away, I can only guess she wanted me to copy her. Out of curiosity I did And now I know She’s a peeping tomboy. Keyhole Kate sees everything, You’ll never know she’s there Spying through the keyhole As you lay your secrets bare. She will never tell a soul what she sees But I know Cos I've been following her. If you’ve got a habit Or a sexual kink, Well maybe you’ve educated me unknowingly. I have seen perversion And it’s a lot like you. Or is it more perverse what me and Katie do? Although we never say a single word I'm proud to know She’s my peeping tomboy. Keyhole Kate sees everything, You’ll never know she’s there Spying through the keyhole As you lay your secrets bare. She will never tell a soul what she sees But I know Cos I've been following her. Copyright (c) steven harris 1993/2015
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ideology 03:29
We don’t care for the children born in poverty; Tiny benefit scroungers fleecing Downing Street. Welcome to the latest political breed With their blame the blameless ideology. There should be no immigration because the country’s full. Take your guns to the borders And repel them all. Welcome to the cruellest political speak. It’s just hatred dressed as ideology. Looking after the wealthy is our prime concern, And your options are simple: Get on board or burn. Copyright (c) steven harris 2015
5.
I’m not a memory of bad times And I’m not the empty chair at the feast. I’m not your enemy Unless you decide I am, I’m too busy trying to make that leap Into the great unknown I’m learning to call peace. If you use other people’s words as weapons Then you’re not as smart as you believe. There’s never an enemy Until you decide to start Conflating pain with cruelty. Whatever you’re going through Don’t take it out on me. We’ve all got troubles of our own But that don’t mean We have to pick over the bones Of a carrion friendship, Rotting by the road. I’m not a memory of bad times And I’m not the empty chair at the feast. I’m not your enemy Unless you decide I am, I’m too busy trying to make that leap Into the great unknown I’m learning to call peace. Copyright (c) steven harris 2014/15
6.
my shoes 02:55
There’s so much to learn But we get so little time. Together with souls and bodies We’ve got hearts and minds. To satisfy every crying need Is an obsession of mine. Don’t tell me I'm bound for failure Until you’ve walked a mile in my shoes; Oh and I'd like to see you walk in my shoes. You keep looking me over Then letting me down You lose, You lose that way. To tell you the truth I'm restless, Like most of my life. It’s never the place or the people: Just the pull of tide and time. To settle for nothing but my best Is the flaw in my design. Don’t tell me that you know better, You always ran a mile from these blues, And you never took a step in my shoes. You keep looking me over Then letting me down You lose, You lose that way. Copyright (c) steven harris 1995/2015
7.
Bury me in miles of empty ocean, I don't want to be remembered when I'm gone. Relentlessly the tides have turned me over; How I long to lay down these sodden bones. Heaven knows what I've done wrong, And why the water overflows. If I were king my queen would be misfortune: Is it wrong to wish I had been stillborn? I've been crushed in the kick and rush: Bloody and breathless. Heaven knows what I've done wrong. If life is free I ought to sue the makers – I've been stung; Why should I pay to feel the sun? There’s bound to be a loophole in the paperwork, A gun to the head of all us punks. Heaven knows what I've done wrong, And all I must be guilty of. When I was young The years were yet to hurt me; Is it wrong to wish I had never grown? Heaven knows what I've done wrong, Is there so much I'm guilty of? Bended knee and promises of virtue Aren’t enough to keep the devil from my soul. The more I seek the more the church is empty; Where was God when I needed him the most? I've been struck by the sucker punch: Bloody and breathless. Heaven knows what I've done wrong. Heaven knows what. Copyright (c) steven harris 2001/15
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I’m not famous and I’m not rich, I’m not really bothered about it If fifteen minutes is all you get: Whatever happened to changing the world? Well I don’t believe I’m disappointed Or living in the past, Just slightly freaked the years can go so fast. I’ve come so far and I’ve climbed so high, I get dizzy just thinking about it; But all I ever set out to prove Is you can prove anything if you want to. The irony’s not wasted on me But I don’t feel too bad, Just slightly freaked that I’m still told I’m mad. I’ve been running uphill all my life. I’ve been told I’m godless – Oh my lord! I’ve been left for dead. Oh my love! Hold me. This is just a passing phase I’m only slightly freaked. I still don’t know what the future holds But I’ve got better ideas how to face it; My one condition is you are there, We’ll write each other and quote ourselves happy. And if I sound a little startled I’m not completely scared: Just slightly freaked to know how much we care. Copyright (c) steven harris 2003/15
9.
While you’ve been asleep I’ve been thinking we should part. You’re not playing for keeps, You’re just sometimes afraid of the dark. I’d advise you get a nightlight Cos I’m really much too old For this game of now you need me, Now you don’t. I come from the street, You hear danger, I see life. I’m a strange, little freak, I’m all the things that your momma won’t like. I’m no prize but I am priceless And I’m really much too old For this game of now you need me, Now you don’t. The fear of being alone Ain’t reason enough for me to stay. I really thought we belonged Now I see it’s all a game Of now you need me, Now you don’t. While you’ve been asleep I’ve been thinking, Let’s call time. There’s no fight left in me, I just lie here night after night. If I died would you miss me Or look for the next poor soul Who’ll agree to say you love him Though you don’t? The fear of being alone Ain’t reason enough for me to stay. Copyright (c) steven harris 2014/15
10.
hometown 02:35
I can’t keep away from my hometown. Despite the laughs I could feel such pain, I could not wait to be home again. I bust my arse and I bent my brain; I found the bus cheaper than a train. Couldn’t keep away from my hometown. Inside the shell of a tired man A moonbeam played on a crystal stream. We built our hopes and we made our plans: The answer’s not always what it seems. And I couldn’t shelter in my soul Cos I left it at home. But the air is free in my hometown, So I can breathe in my hometown. Safe and warm in the love of friends It feels so good to be home again. Inside the light of continued lives I know it’s right to be home again. And I can’t keep away from my hometown. Copyright (c) steven harris 1988/2015
11.
time was 02:38
You say we need a big society; It sounds like revolution But still smells like bullshit. It’s not enough To claim tough love When you just punish the poor man For believing your bullshit. Time was we’d hit the streets: A nation voting with its feet, But I walk alone now. Time was we’d all join hands And sing until you changed your plans, But I’m just one voice now. You might know best But I’ll lean left: A one-man revolution Is still doing something. Time was we’d hit the streets: A nation voting with its feet, But I walk alone now. Copyright (c) steven harris 2007/2015
12.
It isn’t hard to change things But it’s often easier to ask for nothing, I'm told nothing is free. An action has to compliment itself; I know how attractive that is. But please remember only beauty is deep. Well there’s a world around you And you think that it’s measured in tears. Will you love tomorrow? Or will you put it to the back of your mind And tell yourself you’ll never try again? It’s funny no-one gave you a silver spoon, A foot up in life, So you’re not so different from the rest of us here. You took a walk on the wilder side for a while, I know what a bitch that can be But you still have friendship when you’re down on your knees. Let the world surround you, Let it know you can treasure it and smile. Will you love tomorrow? Or will you put it to the back of your mind And tell yourself you’ll never cry again? Copyright (c) steven harris 1992/2015

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this album is for you if you like it but before it was for anyone else it was for me, the fulfilment of a long-time promise to myself. well, if you can't keep promises to yourself who will you keep them for?

special thanks must be given to Colette whose generosity enabled the recording process to become a brave new world

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released June 26, 2015

Steve Harris:
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keyboards
drums
sequencing
glasses
trifle
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the madlys is the studio project of indie/alternative musician and writer Steve Harris.

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